I'm not sure I can deal with this anymore
I've tried to give it up,
but somehow the way you walk,
the way you talk,
the constant struggle for attention
makes me physically ill when I'm arround you.

I dont want to feel this way towards you
I'm not sure how to forgive you though
It makes me so angry
I can barely stand to look at you.
The pain and the hurt from times before
the arrogance in the way you carry yourself

you had better not make a mistake
the world is watching you now
your posse will not show you grace
you're their leader
once you screw up
we all know where you will go.
I'm just waiting for the day.

talking about you hurts

not talking about you hurts even more

Im tired of waiting.
I just want you to ask me.
Just to open your heart to me,
to say it.
I didnt know it was that hard.
Im tired of waiting.

I dont remember what your voice sounds like...

has it been that long?

Ive officially lost all respect for you.

I hope you are happy.

Im not.

You officially suck (because I cant write anything worse)

Ugh.

Have a nice life.

:(

m e m o r i e s
slipping away,
i try to remember you.
it's like you were never there.

m e m o r i e s

the way we talked.

the way we walked.

i wish we could go back.

m e m o r i e s

thats all I have now.