waiting

she sits.
and waits.
its nothing out of the ordinary
time she tries to pass every single day
the times when she is alone, and without anyone.
the times that her soul longs to be with people.
a feeling of fear runs through her body
people actually trust her to be alone?
the obviously dont know the pain that is eating her inside
the feelings of trial and seperation.
anxiety, and frustration.
but the most important,
the lonliness.

she sits.
and waits.
in the lobby of a large empty school
a school that was filled with hundreds of students just hours ago
some older and mature, some young and naive
some dark and some light, some happy and some sad
some filled with fear, some filled with peace
some filled with pain, and some filled with joy.
but somehow she feels like she cant relate to anyone.

she sits.
and waits.
and feels hurt and afraid
like there is something missing in her life.
like there is a hole, un-fillable
a place that no one knows deep inside her is broken,
bleeding
wounded.
SHATTERED.