"I loved who I got to be with him.
Even though I didn't do anything amazing, for me it was.
I felt like I knew myself for the first time."

"So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this everyday, but I want to do that, because I want you. I want all of you, forever, you and me, everyday."

This is me swallowing my pride
standing in front of you saying
I'm sorry for that night.

I go back to December all the time

It turns out freedom is nothing but missing you
wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine

I go back to December turn around and make it alright

I go back to December all the time

"waiting for you is like waiting for rain in a drought.

Useless and disappointing."

I'm not sure I can deal with this anymore
I've tried to give it up,
but somehow the way you walk,
the way you talk,
the constant struggle for attention
makes me physically ill when I'm arround you.

I dont want to feel this way towards you
I'm not sure how to forgive you though
It makes me so angry
I can barely stand to look at you.
The pain and the hurt from times before
the arrogance in the way you carry yourself

you had better not make a mistake
the world is watching you now
your posse will not show you grace
you're their leader
once you screw up
we all know where you will go.
I'm just waiting for the day.

talking about you hurts

not talking about you hurts even more