SMILE :)

you make me smile - like the sun

fall out of bed

sing like a bird - dizzy in my head

spin like a record

crazy on a sunday night.

you make me dance - like a fool

forget how to breathe

shine like gold - buzz like a bee

just the thought of you can drive me wild.

Oh you make me SMILE ♥

t.o.m.o.r.r.o.w

i have cried.
i have hurt.
i have lied.
i have morned.
i have given up.
i am broken.
i have wanted to die.
i have hurt someone else.
i have tried it on my own.
i am angry.
i am jealous.
i am selfish.
i am self-concious.
i am tired.

i smile.
i am better.
i speak the truth.
i know that tomorrow is filled with hope.
i perservere.
i am mended.
i hope.
i appoligize.
i gave it to God.
i am relieved.
i am content.
i share.
i see beauty.
i have new life.

..::♥::..

When all else fades

my soul will dance

with you,

where the love lasts forever

..::imagine::..

imagine a place.

where the streets are filled with cheer.

imagine a place.

where the laughter is pure and innocent.

imagine a place.

where the lonely are accompanied.

imagine a place.

where how you look is acceptable.

imagine a place.

where love is shown - a real love.

imagine a place.

where kids can just be kids.

imagine a place.

where people can be themselves.

ITS NOT AS FAR AS YOU THINK

A Jewel's just a rock put under enormous heat and pressure.

Extraordinary things are always hiding in places people never think to look.

if tomorrow starts without me ♥

If Tomorrow Starts Without Me

-David Romano

When tomorrow starts without me,

And I'm not there to see,

If the sun should rise and find your eyes

all filled with tears for me,

I wish so much you wouldn't cry

The way you did today,

While thinking of the many things,

We didn't get to say.

I know how much you love me,

As much as I love you,

and each time that you think of me,

I know you'll miss me too.

But when tomorrow starts without me,

Please try to understand,

That an angel came and called my name,

And took me by the hand,

and said my place was ready,

In heaven far above,

And that I'd have to leave behind

All those I dearly love.

But as I turned to walk away,

A tear fell from my eye

For all my life,

I'd always thought,

I didn't want to die.

I had so much to live for,

So much left yet to do,

It seemed almost impossible,

That I was leaving you.

I thought of all the yesterdays

The good ones and the bad,

I thought of all the love we shared,

and all the fun we had

If I could re-live yesterday

Just even for a while,

I'd say good-bye and kiss you

And maybe see you smile.

But then I fully realized,

That this could never be,

For emptiness and memories,

would take the place of me.

And when I thought of worldly things,

I might miss come tomorrow,

I thought of you, and when I did,

My heart was filled with sorrow.

But when I walked through heaven's gates,

I felt so much at home

When God looked down and smiled at me,

From His great golden throne.

He said, "This is eternity,

And all I've promised you."

Today your life on earth is past,

But here life starts anew

I promise no tomorrow,

But today will always last,

And since each day's the same way

There's no longing for the past.

You have been so faithful,

So trusting and so true.

Though there were times

You did some things

You knew you shouldn't do.

But you have been forgiven

And now at last you're free.

So won't you come and take my hand

And share my life with me?

So when tomorrow starts without me,

Don't think we're far apart,

For every time you think of me,

I'm right here, in your heart.

*july 15th

Lately I've been having nightmares

where I am cut into so many pieces

that there isnt enough of me

to be put back together

-anna fitzgerald

My Sister's Keeper