im remembering you today

even though I wish I thought about you everyday

today was a beautiful day

one that you taught me to cherish

today I would have loved to spend with you

sitting and talking

or not even speaking a word at all

just being with you made me happy

it hurts that you had to leave

I wish you could come back

but you are with Jesus now

and i'm jealous

I loved you very much

even if sometimes I didnt show it

You taught me alot about life

and how to love others

when you left me, and us

it hurt more than words can say

it was like I couldnt show anyone love anymore

I just need you to know,

thats changing..

im learning again to love like you taught me to,

but more importantly how Jesus is teaching me

I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH

and MISS YOU ALOT

im not waiting for the rain anymore