if you really knew me,

you would know that i hate this part,
and i hate you for being there.
stop pretending.

- thanks.

you dont know me.

sincerely,
your long lost friend.

you make me smile like the sun

fall out of bed

sing like a bird

dizzy in my head

spin like a record

crazy on a sunday night

you make me dance like a fool

forget how to breathe

shine like gold

buzz like a bee

just the thought of you can make me SMILE

♥

if you really knew me...

you would know that this was the day I became a burden.

I just want you to love me again.

the list:

- loves God with his whole heart
- loves me for who I am
- Caring
- Sensitive yet manly
- loves family
- good with children
- supporting
- generous
- Trustworthy
- Sense of Humor
- Musical
- Active
- has a good job


*list subject to change** more things may be added...

When I first started blogging, it was about me, and my journey of trying to figure out this thing we call life. Its hard to believe that was nearly 2 years ago. It seems like just yesterday when I was filled with hatred and sadness for random people that were walking down the street. Sometimes Ill admit, I feel the same way that I did 2 years ago. The same feelings that I felt then about how I wanted nothing to do with anyone, come rushing back. I know that I have you know. I know its a new year, a new season... a new day. I know that you will be there when I turn around and see no one. Its hard to see you, sometimes I think I do in some way, shape or form. You are my rock.

You always kept me by your side.

post secret:

Today I stayed home and hung curtains in my room.

It taught me that maybe I dont need you.

Maybe I can do this on my own.

He already knows