needing to get away..
to go to a place where no one else exists,

to see the look on an orphans face
when they see you for the first time,

when you give them a little piece of your heart,
somehow they fill your heart with joy
and break it at the same time..

you love them,
you love someone you dont even know.

someone that knows you care,
without you even saying a word.

thats what true love is,
thats how you know you are loved.
thats how we find out who we are.
and what we are about.

somehow your past means nothing,
somehow every mistake is erased.

They dont care.

you love them
and through that they will see Jesus.

your past is nothing
your mistakes are gone.

Jesus is here

this trip is for them..
but it is also for me,

ill be broken,
ill be hurt,
ill be angry,
ill be annoyed..

but ill be whole when i come back.
I NEED THIS
I NEED YOU