struggling with loneliness has been something ive dealt with my whole life..
today i was lonely for the first time in about 2 months.
im not sure wether to praise God for not being alone for that time,
or being mad that the feelings came back.
it felt wierd, the emptiness
but safe at the same time.
me all alone in the world..
it was safe, but not what i wanted.
i know i have you now.
thank you for tonight.
you saved me from myself.