its confession time again...

lately its been hard with you,
i never know what its going to be like when i walk in the door.
sometimes its a surprise,
and sometimes i can figure out what is going to happen
just by the look on your face.
I think im ready to give that up.
im ready to let that go.
i hope you can too...
and maybe we can be friends?


you scare me.
not because you look scary,
but because i feel like i dont know you anymore :(
im sorry for that,
i wish i could have saved you all the hurt and pain,
and all the bad choices and drama,
but i cant..
im not your saviour.
but there is someone that loves you very much.
(even more than i do)
and He wants to be your father... and best friend
I hope you see that, and let him in.
it will change your life..
and that would change mine.

I love you
i really do..
its hard at times though :(
i dont know what is going on right now,
but i am praying for you.
i wish you were more open-minded,
but i love you regardless

You continue to amaze me.
I know that sometimes we fight,
and want to KILL each other
but you are someone i care soo deeply about.
i pray for you alot too,
i dont want to see you get hurt.
if you do..
remember ill always be here for you.
im not going anywhere.

i hope God points us in the same direction
cause i dont think i can live my life without you...